Year 2002
I’m lying in my friend’s bed crying. Weary from days of pain.
I don’t know what else to do. Although recommended, I knew I would never undergo surgery.
So, I pray. And pray. And pray.
A knock at the door diverts my attention.
“Yes,” I say, as I wipe the tears from my face.
My friend’s young teenager, whom I’m there to keep an eye on while she’s gone, says, “I’m ordering pizza. What kind do you like?”
I think, Pizza! The pain in my jaw is so intense that I can barely stand it, much less eat pizza! However, knowing that he is being thoughtful, I sit up and answer with a pained smile, “Please, get whatever you like. I’m not hungry. But thank you.”
He nods and quickly closes the door.
With the close of the door, my head collapses onto the pillow.
One hand on my jaw and one hand on my heart, I’m back to my pleading recitations.
They Come
As I turn my head into the pillow to muffle my agonizing moans, an internal movement begins happening inside my mouth.
I bolt upright. “What the hell!?”
It feels like there are hands inside my mouth moving completely beyond my control.
With a trembling body, I look around the room. I’m not sure what I thought I might see, but I just couldn’t grasp the idea that something invisible was inside a part of my body. Not knowing what to do, I tentatively lay back down.
Friend, if you will, take a moment and try to imagine how you might feel here, invisible hands inside your mouth!
Too weird!!
Out of Control Can Be Good
Feeling totally out of control, I sternly demand, “Stop!”
I hear - you asked for our help. Relax and let us help you.
Although I’m overwhelmed by the idea of hands inside my mouth that I can’t see or control, my consuming pain gets the best of me.
I tell myself, you have to rise above the weirdness of this bizarre situation. You have to calm down!
So, to calm my beating heart and panicked thoughts, I take in deep, continuous, big-belly inhalations and exhalations.
After several minutes, I feel myself begin to relax.
While focusing on relaxing my intense emotions, I become more aware of the inside of my mouth.
Healing
Oh my! My jaw feels more relaxed. Well, I’ll be!
I’m not sure if the activity got stronger or the relaxation quieted me enough to take notice.
I began hyper-focusing on the action inside my mouth while continuing my breathing.
The more I focused on the invisible activity inside my mouth, the more curious I became. The more curious I became, the less freaked out I felt.
I'm happy to share that I finally allowed myself to settle into this most unusual experience, and as I settled, I felt my trust in the Celestial take over.
As I sank into my trust for the Celestial, an immense wave of gratitude for these Light Beings flooded my heart.
I now understood that they came to my call and that they were gently healing me.
With each deep breath I took, I sent love and gratitude to these glorious Heavenly Beings.💖
They, in their ever-so-gracious way, not only continued to ease my pain but began filling me with love. 🤍
When they completed, I had no pain, and I felt deeply relaxed and very much loved.
Wow! I feel so blessed to have been graced with healing beyond this realm.
They Are Here For You
Have you ever thought that the Celestial is vast… truly infinite in its love, wisdom, and reach?
Have you ever considered that you, as an individual, can receive such direct assistance?
I didn’t, at least not in the physical sense. Little did I know before my Celestial Friends helped to relieve my physical pain, that They would/could give such direct, hands-on help.
Think about this: You are never walking alone. Every step is watched over, and every breath is accompanied by the quiet presence of Celestial assistance. You are held, helped, and wholly loved by the Celestial — always.
Inner Joy Compass Prompt:
I can think of no better way to expand on our joy than to receive from the Most High.
Want some Celestial Assistance? Let’s start with asking, shall we?
Relax for a moment with some slow, deep belly breaths. Full inhalation and full exhalation.
If your heart is ready and you’re saying yes, it’s time to start asking.
Call upon the Celestial of your choice (Angels, Ascended Masters, your own Guardian Angel, Jesus, etc.). Talk the way you normally talk. Don’t try to make it sound important or fancy.
Go ahead and ask for the assistance you want. Don’t try to decide how it should be done. For example, with my jaw, I asked for the pain to stop. I didn’t tell them how to do it.
After you ask, give thanks. This shows that you trust it will be done.
Relax and let go, and receive the loving support that’s already here.
Let us embrace and remember that even when life feels uncertain, the Celestial’s help is always closer than our next breath and eager to help us.
Thanks so much for hanging out with me.
I appreciate YOU!
With all my love,
Gloria